Between Stress n Success

Recently I was busy with my new project and development designs. I feel that I am unable to breathe and it is stressing me out. Now I am beginning to understand why some people are unable to finish their job due to work-related stress.

2009 is my lucky year. Why? Because I have achieved my dreams. On Dec 2008 I was promoted and my salary adjusted. This is what I have waited for so long. Also I will be going to Korea soon. I have always dreamed of going to Korea and now it has become reality. I really can't wait to go!

Yessss... I am going to KOREA!!! Wooohooo....

I am busy with work this past few months. I have been traveling around doing visual displays. Even though the job is stressful and tiring I always feel a sense of achievement once it's completed. Last week there was an opening ceremony for Chala in Midvalley. It was my very first project and I feel very proud of it. My colleagues and I put in a lot of effort and no matter how tired we were we tried to make it a success. It was challenging for me but I hope that I will be able to handle my next project better.

"愛" ﹐ "LOVE"﹐ "SARANGHAE"﹐ "NGOI"

好久沒寫部落格了。
今天心血來潮便來寫寫。
不然﹐"福們" 會說我每一次寫都 寫一些關於傷心的。
好吧! 那我就寫一些有意思的吧。
"福們" 慢慢欣賞我的傑作吧!

上幾個星期買了兩本張小嫻的新書。
想一想我也好久沒賣她的作品﹐ 真不好意思。
還想說我是她的忠實粉絲。真笑死人。

其實我一路以來都蠻喜歡看她的書。
應該說我只賣她的作品來看而已﹐其他的作者我從來都沒買過。
她所寫的都有意思﹐不像某些作者夸大來寫。
我從她的書裡體會到很多人身道理。逼近全都是事實而不是虛假的。
可能我本身體會到很多事情吧﹐所以讀起來覺得很棒。

張小嫻的散文 "重量級情話" 就是我所剛買的其中其中一本。
裡面有一篇很有意思﹐我想讓我身邊一位好友分享。
希望她可以把它消化吧。

"情人的LEGO"
年輕時談戀愛﹐我們都是妒忌心很重的。只不過是一間微小的事情﹐我們馬上會妒忌的臉紅耳熱﹐被自己的妒忌心纏繞著。我們以為這是因為自己在熱戀﹐你可以這樣說﹐然而﹐當你長大之後﹐你才明白﹐除了熱戀之外﹐還是因為你太年輕﹐從未擁有過任何有思想的東西。

年輕時的戀愛﹐ 總是希望能像擁有一間玩具或一條小狗那樣﹐百分百擁有一個人。你是我的﹐永遠屬於我。我們竟然笨得不了解﹐我們能夠永遠有一列模型火車﹐且不能永遠擁有另一個軀體。人心是流動的﹐不是模型火車﹐你可以遙控它。

當我們談過幾次戀愛﹐當我們沒那麼年輕﹐我們才終於明白一個淺顯的道理。

你想得到一樣東西﹐便要首先放手。

情人不是你的LEGO積木﹐可以讓你拿在手裡﹐切出心中的理想模型﹐有時候你只能 LETGO。

愛便是學習去放手。

當你捨棄的時候﹐你便擁有。讓手上的小鳥飛走﹐它也許會回來﹐許會永不。但是﹐把它握在手裡﹐不讓它走﹐它會窒息。有機會溜走到話﹐它永遠也不會飛回來。

肉體有邊界﹐人心且是無邊界的。隔了數不清的年月之後﹐你終於了解﹐你所愛得﹐是無邊界的東西﹐你不能擁有﹐只能等時間流向你。

雖然她所寫的可能不是每個人可以接受或是明白﹐但是對我來說這就是人身的一部分。希望我身邊的朋友們可以開開心心的談戀愛﹐因為愛可以給我們很多信心以及快樂。只要我們有愛﹐無論是什麼愛也好﹐朋友之間的愛或是父母之間的愛又或是男男女女之間的愛﹐全都是愛。
我也希望可以找到一個人來愛﹐就好像我愛我的熊娃娃!

Missing My BB

It's raining season now. Rainy days remind me of my dog. She damn scare thunder. My moods also follow the weather. Tears dripping non stop just like the rain now. Once I'm sitting in front of my pc, it reminds my BB. She always in my room whenever I'm sitting in front of the pc. Listening to Korean sad songs and thinking of her. Until now I still can't get over it. Wish I can hug her again and again. I miss her a lot. I wanna spend my whole life with her. Why GOD don't let me spend more times with her? WHY!!?!?! I feel so lonely without her company. Every corner of my house have a lot of her memories. Tonight I will sleep with my tears.

"BB, sleep tight and good night, I miss you and I always love you no matter where you are'

I MISS U BB. DO U MISS ME AS WELL? CAN I HUG U AGAIN? CAN I BE WITH YOU? CAN I?